Saturday at 4:30 am

March 20th, 2005

I sneak into CT and PJ’s room to steel one final kiss goodbye before we take off on our trip. THEY BOTH WAKE-UP. I don’t mean just a little, “oh…yeah”, stretch “love you too mom, bye” kind of wake-up. I mean full fledged crying, tears, clinging onto my body for dear life, “I DON’T WANT YOU TO LEEEAAAAAVE” wake-up.

What the fuck was I thinking?